40 things girl want from her boyfriend

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

that's so true !


cupcakes ! cupcakes !

here the things . ellin has planned to bake some cupcakes for her beloved asyaari . so me and vinia joined her and we also bake some cupcakes for our friends . ellin fetched me at 10 and we went to Carrefour . bought all that we need for the cupcakes . went all over the place to find the cup and box . unfortunately the bakery shop closed and we cant buy the box . ellin need the box to post her cupcakes to dungun . hahaha

on the way to vinia's house

the girl who's so excited to bake

after the shopping we went to vinia's place and start baked . me and ellin start baked and we make two flavor . vanilla and chocolate . whilst vinia was at the kitchen cooked for lunch . hehehe . but she also has helped us . great job guys !

use the planta okie ! hahaha

ellin was helping me with the eggs

smile . hehehe

oops im not done yet . okie continue

whilst waiting for the cakes to baked i started to make the icing for the deco . i make 4 colors . pink green purple orange . then we setup the cakes with our own creativity . ellin has decorate beautifully for her bf . while i decorated it for faris . because 3 of us planned to gv faris the cupcakes for his b'day present .

i forgot to snap a pixie of faris's cupcakes . huhuhu

the cupcakes !

ellin designed for her beloved asyaari

this is for faris . my design !

peace yaww !


mesej atau lakonan

bukan mesej yang korunk selalu dapat kat enset canggih korunk tu la . tapi malam ni aku nak cerita sikit pasal industri filem tanah air . wah ! rasa tanggungjawab sebagai pelajar broadcasting la plak . hahahaha . kaki kaki wayang sekalian jom usha sket .

cerita apa yang best sekarang ni ? Lu Pikir La Sendiri The Movie ? aku belum tengok lagi =.=

masa tu aku satu family ngah tengok citer Azura lakonan hebat Jamal Abdillah and Ogy Ahmad Daud . korunk sure pernah tengok punya kan . kalau anak anak muda zaman sekarang tengok mesti tergelak gelak sakan . walaupun citer tu citer sedih .

nape aku cakap asik tergelak ?

mana tak nya korunk tengok sendiri lakonan dorunk yang kaku and ikut skrip tu . ada satu part zack bawak azura pergi umah bapak zack . scene adik adik zack tu yang buat aku tergelak .

adik 1 : saya suka azura jadi kakak saya
adik 2 : saya pun sama

lepas dialog tu mak aku cakap la "adik beradik pun guna saya awak ? hahahaha" . sebab tu aku tergelak . tapi aku bukan la nak cerita pasal dialog yang digunakan . aku nak cerita sket pasal filem filem and penilaian korunk sendiri . rata rata antara korunk biler buat penilaian pasal sesebuah filem, mana yang korunk titikberatkan ? mesej yang disampaikan atau lakonan yang berkesan ?

ini yang jadi tanda tanya sekarang ni . rata rata peminat filem sekarang ni mesti judge jalan cerita and lakonan yang dibawa . pernah tak korunk cuba tengok mesej yang dorunk nak sampai kan . pernah tak korunk perasan mesej dalam sebaris dua dialog yang disampaikan ?

aku amik contoh filem Evolusi KL drift . di hujung filem mana yang korunk amik ? skill drift stuntman tersebut atau pengajaran tentang gengsterisma dan dadah yang berleluasa . cuba korunk tengok sendiri . bila nak share pasal salah sebuah filem kat membe ada tak korunk cakap macam ni

A : weyh mat . ko kene tengok la citer rempit tu
B : apsal plak ? farid kamil berlakon best ke
A : aku bukan nak cakap psl farid kamil . tapi kalau ko tiru farid kamil pujaan hati ko tu genti timpa nasib yg sama la bai !

ade tak weyh ? bunyi macam skema je la kan . hahahaha . kalau ade yang cakap macam ni aku respect lu sebagai membe yang sejati ar . hahahaha .

ade tak korunk sedar bahwa lakonan yang hebat sekalipun kalau mesej tunggang langgang citer tu jd macam cilake . macam cerita yang tak de tujuan . pe motif citer tu ? takat lakonan gempak tapi mesej ciput kedekut taik idung masin baik xyah wat filem .

pesanan aku kat sini korunk yang tengok filem tu jangan la nilai filem tu best disebabkan lakonan . tapi jangan lupa amik mesej yang nak disampaikan okie . penat penat dorunk wat filem sedarkan masyarakat tapi korunk x amik . pe kes ? next time aku nak citer pulak pasal bakat atau rupa . tunggu okie ! hehehe

peace yaww !

everything about me

What is on your bed right now?
surprisingly my room dun have a bed

When was the last time you threw up?
its a long long long ago . dun remember k

What's your favorite word or phrase?

Name 3 people who made you smile today?
matyish . afiq . haiqal . my 3 little brother !

What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
updating my blog

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
facebook-ing !

What is your favorite holiday?
when it comes to eid's holiday . family gather around

Have you ever been to another country?
heal yeah ! no . hahaha

What is the last thing you said aloud?
adik ! sini jap

What is the best ice cream flavor?
chocolate !

What was the last thing you had to drink?
sky juice . hahaha

What are you wearing right now?
my class tshirt

What was the last thing you ate?
a slice of bread

Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
this week ? no money !

When was the last time you ran?
last monday . chasing for a train . haha

What's the last sporting event you watched?
sporting ? i dun remember bout it

If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
China and Aussie !

Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace?
err someone who i dun know

Ever go camping?
heal yeah ! my favorite okie !

Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
i guess so

Do you use smiley faces on the computer alot?
ofcoz . makes us being friendly

What did your last text message say?
malam nanti aku bagitau ko kat ym . from sara !

Are you someone's best friend?
ofcoz ofcoz !

What are you doing tomorrow?
going to vinia's place and bake some cupcakes

Look to your left, what do you see?
my book shelf

What color is your watch?
silver i think

What do you think of when you think of Australia?
ooh my favorite and dream place

Ever ridden on a roller coaster?
hahaha . a lot !

What is your birthstone?
ruby ! ruby ! ruby ! that is why i love red !

Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive tthru?
i dun own a car . so always go in meyh .

Do you have any friends on myspace that you actually hate?
yes yes yes

Last person you talked to on the phone?
sara . ask me got class ?

Any plans today?
today ? dun think so

Are you happy?
why not ?

Where are you right now?
in my room

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
my college problems

Last song listened to?
hati from siti nurhaliza

Last movie you saw?
red cliff

Are you allergic to anything?
i dun think so

Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
ermm my black shoes . all my shoes is black . hahaha

Are you jealous of anyone?
always !

Are you married?
single and available

Is anyone jealous of you?
is there anyone ? tell me yaww

Do any of your friends have children?
no no and no

Do you eat healthy?
sometimes .

What do you usually do during the day?
in my class

Do you hate anyone right now?
yes yes yes

Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
no . i prefer hola and yaww !

How many kids do you want when you're older?
i never think about it

How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
ouh no . i hate diz ques . 19

How did u get one of your scars?
break a glass . its not hurts . haha

the game : play till you win

anda yang diluar sana . persatuan permain play station diluar sana . ahakz . sape kate dak perempuan tak main game ? especially game PS . kalau korunk nak tau aku paling suka main game PS2 yang ade kat umah aku ni . tapi malangnya sekarang disebabkan cd game sume macam cilake je . so aku hentikan kegiatan isi masa lapang aku ni .

korunk ingat game aku pasal girl je ker ? or game masak masak (ada ker) or barbie and so on ? hahaha . wa xsentuh okie game2 macam tu . nak tau apa game fevret aku ? cuba korunk check kat bawah ni

Tekken 5 tu ! membe laki aku terkejut bila aku cakap aku suka main tekken . dunia sekarang ni dak perempuan pun nak rasa jadi hero gak . kalau tak kenapa dalam game ni ada watak perempuan ? takkan laki nak amik watak perempuan yang nampak chumel cun and seksi tu plak . tapi adek aku selalu amik yang paling seksi punye . siot je .

character yang aku selalu gune sudah pasti la watak2 perempuan kan . takkan aku nak amik watak laki pulak ? xsyiok la nak lawan macam tu . nak2 pulak lawan ngan adeq2 aku yang sumenye laki . bangga tu setiap kali menang . memang aku selalu menang pun . lg satu game yang lebeyh kurang ialah game Soul Calibur . terbaek wok !

next game fevret aku ialah Moto GP . xkesah la 07 ke 08 ke . aku blasah je .

feel je main . sampai controller PS2 tu aku pusingkan . hahaha . macam la moto tuh pusing gak tiap kali aku pusing controller . nak nak plak biler race amik moto repsol . wah da mcm awek valentino rossi la plak aku rasa . jauh ku meluncur jauh semakin jauh . ececeh

bukan takat tu je game yang aku main . korunk mesti pernah dengar game Need for Speed kan ? haaaa game ni pun fevret aku gak . disebabkan aku xde lesen lagi and xreti langsung bawak kereta . aku lepaskan geram kat game ni . jadi drifter aku . race bagai nak rak ngan kete2 yang terbaek dari ladang abah hang . kalau boleh buat kat highway duke best gak doe ! hahaha

ade lagi satu game kereta . yang ni aku rasa lagi best dari need for speed . game Midnight Club . haiyaa kereta and view dalam game tu memang jadi kegilaan aku ar . siap boleh bawak kereta masuk shopping complex lagi tu . part paling aku suka biler nak pecah kan cermin and naik building tinggi2 lepas tu terjun . terbaek ar . keter terbakar je die ganti baru . ahakz .

walaupun aku ni gurl tapi jangan pandang rendah okie . highscore game fighting aku yang pegang ! hahahaha . jangan terkejut bila aku main game . memang semangat abis ar . kalau kalah memang marah siap maki2 lagi tuh . orang sebelah aku pun boleh terkejut . xcaye ? ko tanya elin macam mana aku main PSP die . hahaha .

korunk main game pe ?


boleh nyanyi ker ?

korunk kat luar tu semua boleh nyayi ke ? meh sini aku nak citer sikit pasal sorunk artis . die ni hensem sampai memikat hati membe aku kat kolej . kalau jumpa dia menjerit macam kene histeria la membe aku tu . otak dia pun ttak kurang hebat nya pandai . bila berkata-kata lagi lah hebat . sehebat lakonan dia di layar perak dan di television .

orang yang aku maksudkan tu ialah Awal Ashaari . apa yang pasti bukan Akhir Ashaari milik elin mahupun Tengah Ashaari kegilaan aku . hahahaha .

korunk mesti pernah tengok cerita DIVA . cerita lakonan Awal, Adam dan Ning baizura . kalau belum tengok pergi la beli dvd tak pun search kat youtube . dalam cerita tu Awal berlakon sebagai anak muda yang minat sangat nyanyi . soundtrack cerita tu ada suara awal . tapi waktu aku tengok cerita tu aku pikir awal ni memang boleh berlakon je la nyanyi hampeh .

tapi setelah aku terjumpa satu video dalam youtube . wah meletup suara kau nok ! boleh tahan gak . kira mamat ni boleh nyanyi la ek ? apa apa pun korunk enjoy ar jap tengok video ni kalau nak tau suara dia ok atau tak !

part chorus wat aku cair neyh haiz -__-
peace yaww !


hari ini after kelas aku and membe sume berpusu2 masuk ofis . apa kes lak neyh ? dengar citer result da kuar . transkrip da siap . takkan nak suh dorunk frame baru ko nak amik . kan ? dengan muka bangga dan keayuan aku ala2 mak datin (rinie sume cakap aku buang tebiat ayu semacam) aku melangkah ke ofis kolej terchenta tu .

aku : da dapat ke transkrip weyh ?
membe : da . cilake tul aku nye result
aku : takut la plak aku

lima minit kemudian

membe : agama aku A siot . korunk kene panggil aku ustaz
aku : siyes ? bia betul ?

aku mula menaruh harapan tinggi . bila da amik result haa amik ! ko punye keputusan yang cukup membanggakan . hahaha . xde ar bagus sangat . usaha pun ala kadar ko nak dpt sume 4 flat mmg harapang ar beb . aku bangga de gak subjek aku dapat 4 !

semua merungut pengajian malaysia dorunk dapat teruk . aku ? da sah2 teruk . aku pun tak heran . kalau asik dok mengadap sejarah cina three kingdoms ngan mulan the first female warrior mmg susah ar ko nak jawab soalan pasal sejarah pembetukan malayan union . kau tau sejarah pembetukan three kingdoms je . hahaha

korunk nak tau full result ? mane boleh . nanti ade orang cakap aku show off tak pun cakap aku cakap lebih . tak pasal2 kuar lagi artikel kat paper "blogger punca budak merosot dalam study" . pastu aku ngan korunk sume xboleh blogging lagi . haha . cukup sekadar aku bagitau duit ptptn aku lepas . hahaha

da dapat result neyh aku berazam wat lagi baik untuk sem kali ni . sebab aku da tau pe yang patut aku buat . almaklumlah aku neyh xbrape tau tahap yang diperlukan untuk peringkat diploma . masih freshie la katakan . hahaha

korunk tengok balik tajuk aku tuh . aku da derived satu equation . punye lama aku tak terjebak dalam dunia equation ni

citer pasal exam neyh kita dari tadika lagi da terjebak dengan dunia exam neyh . aku ingat tyme aku darjah dua . waktu tuh aku ngah selongkar almari mak aku . da puas selongkar tanpa tau pe yang aku cari akhirnya aku jumpa report card waktu tadika . bangga betul aku tengok keputusan tu . semua A . terbaek la amelia !

and then tiba la exam tengah tahun . aku punye keputusan macam shial je . time tuh mane la aku amik kesah . tapi parents sure nak tahu prestasi anak anak dorunk . biler mak aku dapat tahu dia tanya apsal keputusan aku teruk sangat . pastu dengan bangga nye aku cakap "mana la akak tau . eleh tyme tadika akak dapat semua A . okie la tuh"

pe la bengong nye aku pergi compare keputusan tadika dengan keputusan darjah dua . hahah

da kene marah teruk akhirnya berjaya jugak aku dapat no 2 bila periksa akhir tahun . dan kalau korunk sume nak tau kat sekolah rendah kalau dapat no 1 sampai no 3 dapat hadiah anugerah cemerlang . dan itu la kali pertama dan terakhir aku dapat anugerah cemerlang . hahaha

chumel tul dak neyh..bukan aku okie !

bangga die macam tiap tiap tahun je dapat . tapi malangnya sekolah menengah tak gune sistem no 1 sampai no 3 setiap kelas dapat hadiah . dorunk gune pelajar terbaik bagi subjek2 tertentu . otak aku tak de la geliga sangat nak dapat anugerah je . aku pulak tak suka jadi pelajar harapan sekolah . tension je idup . hehehe . aku lebih berminat pada permainan dan kokurikulum .

sambung balik citer pasal exam . korunk genti ade teknik atau taktik tersendiri jawab exam kan ? kita tak payah citer pasal exam besar . citer ujian je cukup . sebab selalu time ujian la budak banyak selit kertas kecik bawah meja . hahaha

aku cakap bawah meja la !

korunk sume tak payah la bajet baik sangat sampai tak buat benda benda nakal ni . kalau korunk tak buat gak bagus la . aku proud ngan korunk . tapi yang buat tu hope time sekolah je la . biler masuk ujian jer sume pakat selit nota . itu dulu la . sekarang ni advance . bawak je enset selit dalam suar and kain .

agak2 tak dapat jawab vibrate sana vibrate sini . hahaha . aku nak citer gak waktu form 5 . kami budak2 kelas 5 harapan sentiasa sayang ngan enset . amik ko ! sampai dalam exam pun bawak enset . dapat plak biler cikgu displin yang jaga . mati akal ko nak sorok kat mana . haha .

waktu tu cikgu displin aku ngah edar kertas soklan . sekali ntah macam mana membe baik aku sudah kantoi sama itu puan . abis satu kelas gelabah . hahaha . yang kene rampas tu lelaki . start dari dia aku and membe2 sume cari akal nak sorok . sebab itu puan main raba raba nak check enset .

aku da cuak sebab enset aku pernah kene rampas sekali ngan itu puan .

tapi malangnya puan itu cuma dapat 1 enset hasil buruan dia tuh . kalau da cakap dok kelas 5 harapan memang harapang la kau nak jumpe enset kiteorg . sume otak creative tau je nak sorunk kat mana . time ngah gelabah tu nak tak nak sorok gak bawah kain ( jangan salah paham ye . maksudnya aku duduk enset aku tuh)

time jawab tuh tuhan je tau betapa gelabah nye aku . xsenang duduk and menggigil jawab exam takut kantoi . selamat dia jaga separuh masa pertama je (da macam bola la plak) . 2nd period cikgu lain plak . baru la aku boleh jawab dengan tenang .

ada satu ujian tu aku and membe aku siap tukar tukar paper lagi tuh . tukar paper ley tahan lagi . kalau sorunk salah amik ko dua2 salah . tapi yang bawak reference book tak leh bla betul . macam mana la korunk cari jawapan . hahaha

kalau nak cerita pasal kenakalan exam memang panjang . ni pun da cukup panjang aku rasa . huhuhu .

pesanan aku kat sini kalau korunk wat benda benda nakal ni korunk sendiri tau result korunk macam mana . kalau bagus sekali pun mesti rasa bersalah . kan ? so jangan la selalu buat benda2 ni . time sekolah sume nakal . da masuk peringkat diploma tu ekau pikir la pekdah ea . peace yaww !


kau lagenda

sedang asyik diriku menonton sebuah rancangan ... eh tunggu kejap . genti bosan kalau korunk semua baca ayat macam tu . okie2 . aku sambung balik . elok aku port baik punya atas sofa tengok ulangan akademi fantasia musim ke enam time konsert kat istana budaya tuh .

macam biasa la da dekat dekat AF musim baru ni astro wat ulangan dari musim pertama sampai the last season .

aku sangat2 tertarik ngan konsert tu . sebabnya aku suka istana budaya . rasa macam nak menetap dalam istana budaya pun de gak . haha . kemudian mata aku ni plak asik dok tengok je baju yang stacy pakai . meletup anak mak . amik ko nok . memang fevret abis ar . den punyo suko tuh memang xbuleh nak kato ngan kato2 yang ado la . hahaha . xcaye ? meh aku upload dress die yang wat aku suka sangat .

den da kobar kan tadi . ekau xcayo gak tuh . merah menyala tu . memang kaler fevret ar kan .

sebenarnya aku bukan nak citer pasal baju tuh . atau cerita pasal suara nadia yang power main redah je tu . tapi nak citer sikit pasal part part yang sangat menyentuh jiwa aku . kalau korunk masih ingat lagi dalam konsert tuh dorunk ada selit kan medley tribute for someone . and dorunk dah wat satu tribute untuk P Ramlee .

mula mula aku tengok biasa je . dorunk letak still photo and sneak peak citer2 P Ramlee . start je lagu aku rasa hiba . walaupun lagu tu lagu happy . kalau korunk perasan lagu lagu dia budak budak kecik pun suka . makin aku tengok makin aku tersentuh . bila masuk lagu lagenda haaa amik ko nak menitis air mata aku . tapi disebabkan aku xbrape fokus sangat kat tv , so air mata aku tak menitis la .

kemudian aku teringat yang P Ramlee pernah cakap , walaupun dia meninggal tapi nama dia pasti orang akan ingat sepanjang zaman . dan kata dia benar benar berlaku . sampai sekarang orang masih ingat karya karya agung dan hasil seni yang telah diperjuangkan . bagi aku P Ramlee tiada ganti . dan aku sebagai pelajar yang ingin memperjuangkan seni tanah air akan membawa semangat beliau . filem beliau yang penuh dengan nasihat pasti akan aku sematkan dalam hati . KAU LAGENDA !

p/s : 1st time aku buat entry macam ni . lebeyh baik aku buat entri macam ni dari aku tak tentu arah nak bagitau satu dunia tentang manusia yang kita benci . kalau nak benci sekalipun biar dalam diri sendiri . ko terasa ? ada aku kesah .

kau ade ?

best tak tajuk tuh ? hehehe . tu trademark membe aku . die slalu cakap kau ada . so kali ni aku nak post something pasal diri aku . sbb tuh aku tanya . kau ada ?

hahaha . ape yang tak abis2 kau ada neyh ? actually aku nak tanya kau ada ke meja makeup macam aku ? nak tau macam mana ? jap ek aku upload gamba kat sini










blusher, krim, foundation, bedak, loose powder, berus

haaaa . korunk tengok la sendri . hahaha . aku pun da pelik . sama ada ni meja makeup atau komputer untuk aku blogging ? hahaha . ni la akibatnye bila otak terlalu busy di depan pc 24/7. ataupun dalam erti kata yang lain pemalas !

aku terlalu busy pada waktu pagi biler bersiap untuk ke kelas . neyh korunk baru tengok makeup . lum tengok lagi kelengkapan untuk hairdressing atas komputer neyh . hahahaha . so aku tanya lagi sekali . kau ada ?

kekejaman elin

nak tau nape entry neyh aq ckp kejam ? elin buat pasal asha kesayangan die . tapi aku nak wat pasal sape ?? haha

7 perasaan anda terhadap orang yang paling rapat dengan anda:

1. sayang
2. rindu
3. geram
4. marah
5. jeles
6. cinta
7. kesal

7sifat buruk pasangan anda

1. pemalas
2. boros
3. kuat tido dan makan
4. player
5. berlagak
6. poyo
7. show off

7 sifat baik pasangan anda

1. baik hati
2. xberkira langsung
3. selalu belanja aku
4. amik berat
5. suka merepek
6. kadang kadang rajin
7. kadang kadang pandai

7perkara yang anda suka lakukan bersama pasangan anda

1. merepek bersama
2. karoke bersama
3. melaram together
4. shopping together
5. cuci mata sama2
6. borak pasal laki sama2
7. tengok movie sama2

7perkara yang anda harap dari pasangan anda lakukan untuk anda

1. sentiasa bagi aku chocolate tiap2 bulan
2. belanja aku shopping..hahaha
3. wat kerja aku bila aku malas
4. selalu call aq biler free
5. dengar problem aku bile aku down
6. selalu ada masa untuk aku
7. cari hobi sama2

7hadiah yang anda inginkan dari pasangan anda

1. chocolate and chocolate
2. aku mintak ipod nano boleh ?
3. kalo mintak PSP keterlaluan ker ?
4. satu tv plasma dalam bilik . hahahaha
5. benda yang dia buat khas untuk aku
6. bawak aku merayap mana2 jer
7. sentiasa bersama sampai mati !

kalo ellin buat pasal ashaari . tapi entry neyh khas untuk membe2 baik kesayangan aku . korunk tau sendiri la sape korunk kan ? walaupun korunk ade perangai buruk tapi korunk lebih banyak bende baik dari buruk . and aku tetap sayang kat korunk !


lepas baca aynal punye

hahaha . aku ingat tempat aku je berdentum dentam bunyi mercun . rupenyer tempat dua merpati sejoli si amy and aynal pun de gak

weyh korunk berdua . perayaan pe neyh ? sampai skunk xbenti2 . perayaan hantu ? terbaek . nak abiskan mercun ek ? the best la . hahaha . pembaca blog kuh sekalian beritahu la pada kami pe sebenarnya yang berlaku . kami sungguh outdated tul la ! tulun tulun tulun =.=

elok2 ngah baca blog someone pasal hantu tetibe blackout kejap . masuk neyh da kali kedua . mcm shial jerk . bikin wa takut jerk .

regretted ?

hey peeps ! never say hello to my readers . im sorry for that . tonight im gonna share about someone i miss . read till the end okie ? hehe

years ago . there's a guy with capital A . buzzed me on my yahoo messenger . i dunno who's that guy . he wanted to be my friends . im not really interested on that night . but still chatting with him to show my sincerely . ask me whether i have a boyfie or not . and i answered "NO" . he's still new in KL . i ask him what did he do in this big city . and he said want to change his life . at the same time finding a good girl .

he said to me he want a girl who wearing a tudung . he's a nice guy . later he ask me to be his gf . im not sure to accept it or not . then i rejected him because we're still din know each other quite well . he said he has found some1 to be in love with . but im not ready yet . plus i still frustrated with my old relationship . he never gave up

till 1 night i just give it a try . i accepted him and he promised to take a good care of me . he promised to make me happy . he promised to change his life . as the day past and i fall in love with him . we share all our problems together . share everything together . he told me about his family . he told me bout his habit . and i was so shocked and ask him to change . he agreed and in the process to change the lifestyle . went out for the first time and i was like so excited !

we are so happy together till i dun realize that he gonna leave me alone . back to his hometown . so we've decided to meet before he fly back to his home sweet home . and when the day came and he showed up late . i waited till 3 hours and it makes me blew up . but when i see his face i was so happy till i forgot that i was mad . and the day went by . and the day after he flee back with his family .

by the day goes by and i became so bored with this relationship . i started making love with someone else . waiting for him impatiently . and being so mad when i din received his call . i was so rushing till i end this love . and now i start missing him like hell . i just can’t accept his lifestyle . and something wrong with his family . my bad . i shouldnt make a decision just because of that issue . if i dont like it i should tell him straight away and ask him to change .

if i could have one wish i would ask him to be mine forever . and i wont repeat the same mistake again . i just dunno what happen to me till i become so crazy bout him lately .

this post is not about me becoming a desperately girl who want a boyfriend but its about my regret of my stupidity .


oppa sarang hae !

buang tebiat betul tajuk tuh . wakaka . bkn pe . cume nak bgtau neyh . aku gembira MU kalah . 3-1 . oopps salah plak . diam ar ko !

skunk kat desktop aq jam tunjuk kul 12:20 . maknanya da 21 feb 2010 la weyh . korunk sedar tak neyh ? haaaa . bagus la kalo sedar . sebab aq nak beli kek . eh salah lagi . nak wish bday org lagi neyh . kali ni bday abg aku . betul la . mne de tipu . haa ? aku xde abg ? ye ker ? hahaha . okie okie =.=

faris imadi kamarudin . bday ko la 21hb . tau kan ? ko tau tak . aku tanya lagi skali ko tau x ko da tua ? hehehe . sebelum post neyh jd makin mencarut mengarut dan segala bagai me yang ada bek aq teruskan ngan wish aku ! hahaha

Happy 19th Birthday
sarang hae oppa !

prevention better than cure


try pronounce it . mell ell sell vell . i like !

nor amelia farina as MELL
intan adllin adnan as ELL
mysara hamdan as SELL
lavinia cassandra as VELL

we love each other !

nikon D3000

wuts with the title ? haha

sara : aq bwk camera
me : baru beli ? nk tgk !
sara : tgk ar .
me : fuyoo . neyh D300 kn ?
sara : D3000 ar .
me : oopss . b'pe ko beli ?
sara : RM2580 (betul ke ek ?)
me : siyes ? mcm murah . alaaaa . aq nak gak laa

p/s : nak jugak dslr tuh . mcm best jerk ! bday 5 bln lg . tlg la belikan k . hehe . but i prefer canon !



since im so obsessed with Chinese , i searched how to write my name in chinese . so the result as below . but this is just for AMELIA !

p/s : is it true ? correct ? help me guys . hehehe

Zhuge Liang

effects of too much watching Chinese movie now i always wanted to know more about Three Kingdoms . i don't know why am i so obsessed or being so excited when it comes to Chinese historical movie . maybe because of their cloth and the art of their war . not to mention the production of the movie . for example RED CLIFF was the most expensive Asian financed film to date .

im not going to tell you about the success of the film or who the director is . but after watch both part of Chinese epic film Red Cliff i was going crazy about one of the legendary of their history . Zhuge Liang . he was a war strategist during a period of Three Kingdoms . in the film Takeshi Kaneshiro stared as Zhuge Liang and has portrayed the character perfectly .

Zhuge Liang as depicted

Zhuge Liang was not only an expert in astronomy and geography, but also mastered military strategy and tactics, and carefully analyzed political situations with great ambition. this makes me adored this warrior . the best part is Zhuge Liang often depicted holding a fan made of crane feathers . the fan was so beautiful portrayed by a few film . i never being so excited to learn about history . even my knowledge about history of my own country was so bad . maybe because the technique of learning itself doesn't attract me to learn more .

Takeshi Kaneshiro as Zhuge Liang in Red Cliff

next time if i had more readings on book and the trusted reference im going to share with you the story of Three Kingdoms . the best and exciting historical moment . but for now i am too lazy and too sleepy to update this blog . just want to share about 1 warrior that i adore . i wish to go to China and learn about these exciting history .


thinking of you

im addicted to this song lately . try to make a video of this song . but dun have a mood to record . hahaha . so just enjoy da video from original singer .


a day with mysara

its a great time n splendid moment especially after having 2 slices of cake from Splendid Cafe . hahaha . we have planned this 3 days before . me elin n vinia was planned to swim at sara's apartment . faris was joining us too . and im pretty sure that faris really having fun when it comes to swim . because he kinda excited when we ask him to join us .

i moved from my house at 1.14PM and was waiting for faris at setiawangsa . then we went to Jaya Jusco because i wanted to buy a cake . i was looking for Secret's Recipe but didn't found it . then decided to buy 3 slices of Chocolate Seduction . it is because we didnt celebrate elin's bday yesterday with a cake .

then me faris and sara was waiting for elin and vinia . since the weather was so hot we didnt swim for about an hour . after vinia n elin arrived at sara's place we got change and ready to be on the swimming pool . i was very scared because i dont swim plus the pool was like very deep . after vinia sara and elin went down to the pool i have to join them . thank god the swimming pool wasnt very deep till can drown me in . hahaha .

so the 5 of us was having a good time . and we really enjoyed our time together . then after about an hour we went up and dry ourself . faris has to pickup his sister so he got changed first . while faris was at the gents me and vinia setup the cake and surprised elin with the birthday song . we didnt planned a good surprise party but we really hope that elin will be happy with the cake . hehehe .

after a splendid time with the splendid's cake all the girls having a good talk . and we really enjoyed that moment together . faris was going home that time . after that we changed our cloth and went for a dinner . thank god our class was cancelled last minute . again we shared our problems and having a great time with all the stories we shared . after the dinner we sent sara back home and all of us went to our home . its really fun to be with sara . welcome aboard gurl ! haha

im sorry we didnt snap a picture because we really having a great time in the pool and was forgot to capture the moment .



ELL ? wuts with the name ? okie its a name of my very bestfriends . intan adllin adnan . so here the things . its her birthday ! 11th February 2010 . for the first time we spent our time on her birthday . but unfortunately there is no celebration . but we might plan something for her . surprise ! hehehe . but if we din do ur party or celebrate your birthday we hope u understand ell . so now i wanna wish u

Happy 19th Birthday
wish u have a good time
with your loved one
i hope we'll spent all the precious moment together
i love you so much
till death do us apart


Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Ohh, but hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

p/s : i wanted THE BOY to sing this to me . i meant it .



mention about hot temper i was so phobia . i used to be an hot temper person . trust me it is not a good idea when u're mad . sometimes i always ask myself why did people be a hot temper person . including me . then i figure out my own reason to this problem .

1. emotion
it cause by an emotion that we can't control . yes . we are so mad till we want to be mad with the others . when we cant control ourself we start to raise our voice with others and arguing something in a bad way . what i mean here is we dont think wisely when we're mad . so we throwing tantrums toward the other .

2. pressure and tension
when someone having a big problem they start to have 1 kind of feeling that makes them so tension with their life . so when this things happen they become very mad when they cant solve the problem . and when people around them make them feel the pressure they will be so angry . and once again without think the consequence they become like a hulk want to destroy his enemy . it also happen to some whose very tired with their daily life .

3. power
there's a few person show their power with hot temper . trust me . this happened to someone whose in charge of something or be the leader . by showing their temper to their staff or followers or people under them they feel so powerful . they did this because they think people will scare and afraid with them till the person wont make something that cant make them explode .

4. weakness
to hide their own weakness they use their temper . this thing happen when someone tried to hide their weakness of something and dont want to look silly or weak infront others . they also be a hot temper person so that no one will bully them .

but have u ever thought of the consequence when u become a hot temper person ? based on my experience it is not a good feeling . it become worst when u cant control the temper . so here are the consequence that happen to my self

1. loss of your friends
this happen to me when i was 14 . at the moment i was very proud of my self being someone whose in charge for my co curriculum activity . but unfortunately no one would listen to me . they dont want to give me their cooperation . since then i was very mad . and i dont know how to settle the problem and how to make them listen to me . so i mad at them and always raise my voice to them . without noticing that i was be mad with my own friends . when the time goes by i noticed that all my friends are avoiding from me .

2. make u look more silly
absolutely . it shows that u cant solve your own problem in a wise and nice way . when we face with one kind of problem we should sit back and relax our self to solve the problem .

3. u wont enjoy your life
yes . when you become a hot temper person its all about being mad . when this thing happen to your self you wont feel calm . your life will be so messed up .

but i am so proud with my self because im not the old hot temper person that loss a friend when i need them . so you guys out there think wisely . control your emotion . face your problem . and enjoy your beautiful life . seek for ur own calmness when u're losing them . pray hard to solve your problem and dont forget to put your own effort .


so here the story begin . me and faris went to bandar sri damansara today for an interview with RAIHAN regarding our assignment . just two of us in perodua viva finding the way to be on time . i already asking my dad how to go there . i even printed out the map . but unfortunately we are so not good in reading the map . hahaha . while searching for the way we call our parents but still din find it .

i was very nervous if we don't be there on time . the interview was set up at 11AM . luckily after a while at kota damansara we found the way out and there's a sign board showing the way to bandar sri damansara . alhamdulillah . we're feel so relieved once we reached there . and its time to pay for the parking . and it was so funny . we asking each other how to use this thing . faris with his confident said "insert the money then key in the parking lot's number" . okie i did as he said . then we saw sumthing . we should key in the plat number lahhh . aiyaa .

after settled with the parking we went to raihan company . im proud to be there . reached there and miss azira welcome us with her smile . but we have to wait for a while becoz Che Amran , member of RAIHAN , was having a meeting with someone else . after a while we met che amran and introduced ourself to him . meeting him makes me proud because this is my own effort . then we started the interview . he was so kind . thanx to him because share everything and answered all the question .

after the interview session we snap some picture with him . and its time for us to leave . but before that we received sumthing from them . che amran personally gave us their cd . thank you very much . so now it is time for me to finish up my assignment . and as usual i'll share the photo with u guys after i receive it from faris . till then . c ya !


blog yang bersawang

sorry kat sume pembaca setia blog aku ni
(ada ke weyh)

pape pun aku say sorry sangat2
sebab lama x update blog ni
da jarang online sebab xde pape pun

cuma ngah bz dengan semester baru ni
jadual pack sangat
busy sangat dengan assignment yang tertunggak

bile online je tengok ramai pulak update blog
cume blog aku je takde dalam update list
aku kehabisan idea

tapi korunk sume jangan risau la
nanti aku upload citer best untuk korunk
okie dear ?

till then !
c ya !
hasta luego mi amigo !