28.11.09

i wanted to tell this. i have a crush on you. i want you so badly. i wanted to say i love you straight to your heart. but each time i see you i have one kind of feeling. i feel so scared. im afraid of losing you . because of that reason i keep the 3 words inside. im afraid im gonna losing you after you know that i love you so much. im afraid if u wont accept my love n keep yourself away from me. i did say i love you. each time i said i really meant it. i hope you realize all that. but it seems nothing to you. but 1 thing for sure im gonna wait for you although i know its hurting me.