shud i have a crush on him ?

hurmm

no chemistry at all

but i like his personality

need the chemistry

yup . im down now . n ders sum1 dat cross my mind ryte now . n i need him . quite a long tyme i never had a chat wif him . JEDIKANIE JASNIE ! i miss u syg ! need u now !

*crying !

jealous !

im jealous with them ! jealous when my friends can play music n i cant . jealous; when they can get along together n i cant . jealous; when im not the one whose close wif him . jealous; when she can be wif other n i cant . jealous; when im not like other girls . jealous; when my friends can get sumthing dat i want . jealous; when i dun get anything dat i wish in my life . jealous; when sumone try to be wut i wanted to be . jealous; when their family give a good support on them n i dun . jealous when she can get the spotlite form the guys n i cant . jealous; when she can reach the happiness n i cant . jealous; when i cant do sumthing n they can . jealous; when sumthing dat suppose to be mine fall to the others hand .

mood : crying . upset . disappointed . pissed off . frustrated . tension . JEALOUS

tension

tension

tension

tension

tension

din get wut i want ! im so pissed off wif them ! especially HIM !!!

friday morning ! no class ! luvly ! tyme rehat akuh ! suke sangat . actually plan g cycling kt taman botani . but then cancel ats sbb2 yg xdpt dielakkan . wakaka . so di pagi yang indah neyh aq dengan bangga nye buat breakfast sndri . wat nasi goreng sndri . tanpa m'gunakan perencah adabi yang slalu aq gne . slps siap itu nasi aq pun dengan prasaan yang lapar makan ar ... fuhhhh ... rse die .. xley dibayangkan ... apsal tawar ?????? xpew2 da buat xelok bazir . mkn kasi abis . de lg nasi lebih dlm kuali tuh . modified ar sket . diz tyme gne ar perencah . then adeq aq masuk dapur . amik nasi goreng . aq pun cter la yang aq masak td xjd . then die tny "ko letak garam x kak ?" . patut ar aq rse cam x complete jer . xde garam upenyer . then adeq aq b'suara "camne la ko kawin nnt kak ?"

amelia !!! ko mmg x pandai masak . blaja ar weyh ! hahaha .

me haces feliz mi hermano !

td down kejap bcoz of stupid feelings

but then thnx to faris yg wat aq gelak after aq bce psl tapir die

hahahaha

pape pun aq xley ar down sgt

sok nk exam

so chaiyok chaiyok !

p/s : imadi ! thnx sgt2 la ek . sarang hae oppa . te quiero mucho mi hermano . ko abg aq yg weng n best la weyh ! nnt kalo aq down lg aq ckp ngn ko . ekeke

aq rse down gler ble die tny mcm tuh

i dunno wut to say

mmg sgt2 sakit hati aq skarang

diz is y i dun wanna get involve in love stuff

now kul 1.30 pagi !! n aq yg ngantuk neyh melawan mata sbb nk blogging . hahaha . ditemani dgn lagu2 dr AEROSMITH, DAVID COOK, CREED, ALESANA, STEVE VAI, PARAMORE . thnx dude ! from higher change to my sacrifice ! then dont stop dancing and one last breath ! hahaha . dgr lagu rock la weyh . best kowt ! wa ske doe . hahaha . tp tetibe aq kelaparan la weyh !!! hahaha .

duit poket aq da abis . jumaat plan g cycling kt taman botani . mne de duit ! da ar aq banker tukang byr tol . mkn lg . sok ngn kamis nk blanje lg . tidakkk . now de RM20 je . mne la ckup doe . beli tshirt g klas pun gne duit sndr . nk mntk tkowt la plak . duyai !! need money . cpt ar msuk duit ptptn . plizzz .

n hell yeah . noticed sumthing . i din play my guitar for today ! hahaha .

tv prod oo tv prod

nor amelia farina !! u noe wut u shud do ! shut down da pc , take ur notes n memorized them .

hahaha . i cant la . very sleepy to memorized da notes ! n im so busy with blogging n ms-ing n fb-ing n ROCKING !!!! all da senior told me "ms neyh kn subjek elektif dgn lect uncle tom ! ptt jd kn subjek major" wakaka

hahaha . miss eha . wutever happens pliz give me full marks okie . wakaka . i promise im gonna gv u a very unique final project with my group ! haha

i really wanna post sumthing on my blog . really2 want to write . so i post bout dayah . my bestie ! i miss u gurl ! come back home pleazzz . hehehe . i noe u miss me too . n dun wory wutever happen to be next u still my luvly bestie . dun get tension bout ur assignment okie !

figure out sumthing ?

hurm..??

she's bored

ur face honey !

i start missing u my dear !

i said I MISS U !!

seruan seriau

ever heard about lingsir wengi ? no ? Lingsir Wengi neyh ialah sebuah lagu yang aq dgr tyme tgk cter Kuntilanak arahan Rizal Montavoni . lagu neyh digunakan utk seru kuntilanak @ pontianak . utk dengar lagu neyh korunk bley click here . persoalan aq skarang btul ke lagu tu dgunakn utk seru pontianak seperti yg dinyatakan ? sejauh mana kesahihan yang dinyatakan ?

perkara seru roh @ hantu neyh slalu terjadi dikalangan orang yang suke sgt dgn perkara paranormal neyh . tapi benar ke kewujudan seruan tuh sume ? Coin Spirit . neyh lagi satu cara untuk seru roh yang paling femes dikalangan orang ramai . permainan neyh benar2 wujud @ sekadar hiburan ?

kenapa aq byk soal dlm post kali neyh ? sbb aq ingin kan jawapan dari korunk sume yang bace blog aq neyh . pe lg cara untuk panggil hantu @ seru roh ? kalau korunk tau cara lain sila la comment n jawab soklan2 aq neyh sume yer . kongsi la pengalaman yang korunk ade . n kalo korunk tau serba sedikit info pasal lagu Lingsir Wengi neyh bgtau kat aq okie .

childhood tyme !

dance on indian song . annual concert

dance again . all by myself on stage . dance by myself . choreograph by myself

so cold . the mines if im not mistaken

dance has be a part of my life since i was small

sri comel runway model . auww . haha

school tyme !

posing ! so ganaz la gurl !

so cute ! haha .

rocks legend !

as for today rock songs is on my mind ! i love rock so much ! deep purple , led zeppeline , the eagles , kid rock , aerosmith . all of these is on my list ! the music make me feel my life . and i'm listening to the music dat he listen to . n once again i nvr tot he has a good taste on music . he really did a good choice on music . he remind me of sumone lol . MY DAD !

faris imadi = mc mong

weyh ngek !

thnx to you la abg !

aq da gler da neyh .

ko da wat kslhn bsr yg effect life aq !

i'm addicted to MC MONG's songs !

por que mi hermano !

hahaha .

slamat lgu die ley dance !

n die chumel cam ko gak la weyh !

ko kn mc mong wannabe !

hahaha

p/s : jgn smpi aq addicted ngn music ko yg len ! klu x siap ko . haha . thnx ajar aq men gitar . ajar lg tau . sampai aq pandai sket dr ko . haha . sarang hae oppa !

sad tango

guitarist

da picta above is so beautiful . hoho . im waitin for sumone who can plucking da guitar n play a love song for me . anybody out there whose willing to play me a love song ? c'mno c'mon ! haha

precious moment

currently listening to his fav music ! cant tell u larh . he might read my blog . hoho . pecah tembelang la kalau aq bg tau lgu pe kn . by the time i heard diz music he always be on my mind . so funny how he like diz kind of music . n i cant stop laughing when he tried to sing diz song infront of me coz diz song is so funny ! mi amor por que ? te quiero mucho ! haha . he gave me a precious moment ! gave me a lesson of life !

p/s: i'll waitin for u my dear . i noe im not good enough for u . but im gonna appreciate all the time im having with u coz i noe 1 day u might found 1 gurl dat make u happy !

mission as a broadcasting student !

y im taking diz course ? the reason is bcoz i wanted to change n improve the film industry in Malaysia . make all of the people around the world proud of me and be amaze with my work . everybody has their own idol . same goes to me . yasmin ahmad will always be in my heart . khabir bhatia is one of my idol coz i adore his work . he is so creative . ahmad idham has his own idea . afdlin shauki always amaze me with his own story line . so now i have my own mission as a broadcasting student !

i wanted to be a ;

1. director of photographer

2. film director

3. producer

so guys ! pray for my future . help me to make my dream come true !

assignment oo assignment

for da whole week we as a media student have to complete our assignments . all my frenz are doing their work well . but not me . i've got 2 assignment to be done . but din start anything till now . hahaha . seriously blank . i dun have any idea how to do it .

all my frenz keep text me , calling me , ask me how to do da assignment . i taught them how to do it . i explained all the guideline . but its really weird y i cant teach my self how to do it . hahaha

c'mon c'mon AMELIA . u shud do ur work now !!

to-do-list

me n my fren got a new mission . we prepare our to-do-list . n now we hoping dat all da list will be accomplish . as da result we gonna make sumthing dat will change our life on our graduation day . pray for us guys !

the happiest moment on 8th October 2009

i really enjoy da trip with all my friends

ellin faris amm n vinia

u guys rock my dear !

sumthing i wanted to learn but never had a chance

"Music should strike fire from the heart of man and bring tears from the eyes of woman"

Ludwig van Beethoven

i hate diz part

i hate diz part !

yup truly hate it

i dunno y it comes to me

happy when i see him

sad when he's gone

n hurt when he's not for me

i hate diz part !

i really hate it when i fallin in love

i dun like diz feelings

it hurts when u love sumone

n u found out he's not ur Mr. Right

i hate diz part !

i just can hope to be wif him

hoping n wishing upon the star

dats the only think i can do

please God make him mine !!!!